I figured I should put a little update up to assess where I'm at compared to me my last update.

The biggest improvement in the last couple of months have been texting and tinder. I had a daye last weekend two dates planned for this week and another planned for a the following week.

In terms of wellbeing, it is still very up and down, as stated in another thread whenever I am dating, I get super nervous in the mornings, this probably stems from being afraid of losing it all. Consistency and having a rotation will only help this(until I decide I want a relationship[which won't happen till I'm back in the big city at least]). Since breaking my wrist, hobbies have been on a back burner as my hobbies are sporty. This obviously hasn't allowed me to be grounded and I'll have regular days where I'll just be annoyed.

In terms of career, although it's not my dream job, I'll have paid off my bills in the coming month, so I can actually save for what I want. Which is a place in London to stick up to rent.

In terms of DayGame, I've reverted to how I was when I started, my sets are shit probably 10% end with a number. I manage to get daygame dates here and there but it's not good enough. The issue is conversations not lasting long enough and being scared of them lasting too long (going back to the "what do I say next" stage).

Mission log 17052015

Morning lads. I've been going through alot recently and I hate coming on here to vent because to be honest my game has come on leaps and bounds. I am now getting the gist of the model(yes I'm following structure to this, shoot me). The only part I can't get past is after the hook point. I've always hated normal conversation and thought it was too mundane, which yes means most of the time I'm a banterous bastard from the get go or the complete opposite when I'm not feeling creative(which I'll usually eject if I don't think is fun).

About a month back I approach this cute Swedish number who from the get go was banterous back. I loved it. I got her out four times and had sex on the second and third date.

In between the third and fourth date I thought it would be a good idea to see a therapist (Skeletor if anyone remembers him), I knew there was something I was lacking and after his session it was very clear that I required a girl to give me a good inclination that shes interested (be it through banter, eye sparkle, etc) before I let go in set, that I find it hard to connect emotionally to people and that I was a masculine man, but I neglected the emotional side.

Back to the Swede, Skeletor advised me to tell her that I was going through some things and I am improving myself and that I wanted an open relationship. I did just that but I was scared of telling her about the open relationship and dithered it until the end of the date. Prior to me telling her we were having a good date, me telling her what was up allowed to let go, it looked as if she was getting emotionally closer to me. We went back to hers and I tried to do what all boys do. The issue though was that she had to pick her mum up from the station, I've had this before with my ex and still continued. She was having none of it and in the end I gave up.

After telling her about being in an open relationship, she was completely cool with it. Which took me by surprise and I tried to explain, which ended in me being needy. Seven days on no response from my text which I sent yesterday. Maybe it'll come back, maybe it won't. who knows.

Back to the good. In the last two months I've had 7(after today 8) new girl dates - 3 being tinder, the rest day game, banged 2(1 tinder) birds and got about 20 numbers. My results are improving a hell of alot better than previously and although this past week has been an emotional roller coaster (Swede and a date yesterday with a crazy bird [who had a boyfriend]) every week I'm learning.

Financially I'm sound, my company is expanding to offer 24 hour support. Which means I'll be on call if a major issue occurs for a week every sixth week. This also means I'll be getting more pay, which brings me closer to buying a flat.

Hey guys, I want to start documenting what I'm doing again. I'm going on a bit of downer and have been since my last post. I took a holiday to Ibiza which was brilliant to get away from work as well as game.

Two weeks ago, I told my wings I wanted to do more solo stuff because we just weren't doing enough when we were out. In the beginning that was fine, but now it's gotten to the point where I just can't do any approaches. Mentally when I'm walking around my mind is calm until it starts getting towards the end my session (which I'm trying to keep to 1.5-2 hours in the week and 3-4 hours on the weekend).

I know I can do the approach, but as soon as I get in, the women seem to be giving me a weird expression as if they want to leave. Which is probably because I look like I'm scared and I don't want to be there.

I plan on doing 30-50 approaches a week. And from this point I will be accounting for that.

25/6/2015
Had a huge meal which made me fall asleep on the train. When I got into town, I just really couldn't be asked to do anything. I followed a few girls down the road, trying to figure out what I liked about them, as soon as I did they walked into a shop or restaurant. It got to the point where I did one approach and just did my scripted shit instead of telling her why I thought she was cute.

In the next session, I'm going to do 5 warm ups to get out of my head then 5 actual approaches.

26/7/15

This was by far the best day in a long time, I got 4 warm ups done before I decided to just go ahead and do my 5 proper ones.

The first two ran off as I got tongue tied (I'm trying to keep my opener different and although it holds a similar structure, it's unique).
The third one was a french girl who I teased her about basing her style off of Dennis the Menace, had a little chat before my mind went blank and I asked her a boring question. She was loving it though.
The fourth by far one of the best approaches I've done, it was one of those conversations that makes you go. That's why I do this. I complimented her elegant walk but inevitably ended up taking the piss out of her, conversationally I was free, jumping from her work to movies. My only regret was not asking her for a drink there and then, I was contemplating it, but chickened out. I grabbed her number and got a response...my first black girl.
The final approach was not as good, I came in with a good mood from the previous girl But got tongue tied and ended up weirdly saying "that looks sexy". It's fine to say that, but I just didn't commit to it enough.

So all in all a good day. I'm going to count the warm ups as approaches and slowly replace them with normal ones to convince myself I can go up to enough cute girls in the time frame.

29/7/15
I didn't manage to get out until Wednesday this week. I had a bit of a health problem, so stayed indoors. When I did manage to get out I was absolutely knackered due to having to wait at the doctors for two hours. I managed to do four warm ups and one proper approach before retiring.

30/7/15
Was first day my wing was out and managed three approaches. One was decent. During the previous week I was trying to figure out some sort of way to have something to talk about when opening. So here comes my super Pua technique which promises to get you laid with super models.

A Assumption (country,job)
C Compliment (legs,facial,fashion) x2
T Tease (walk,face,fashion)
A Animal/Character

I do that before I approach and don't have to worry about running out of things to say.

31/7/15
I had a date with the black girl from Sunday. Turned out she was an absolute princess. Kept questioning why I was getting close to her touching her and looking at her. In hindsight I made a few errors. Most girls barely give me shit tests and if they do, I handle it through my banter. Today I wasn't banterous. This one gave me a ton. I was also a little needy.

1/8/15
Did seven, I always start off quite well. Banterous, happy but when I don't keep going, my mood dissipates. Got a number off one who wouldn't stop giggling.

2/8/15
There wasn't too much out today. I managed five. The best one was the last one, but even that was a bit shit.

Things to work on
Do the first 5 within the first hour. This week I only managed 20. 10 less than minimum.
Keep practicing acta. As occasionally I take too long with it.

This week is quite a big week for me. I have an interview at a big project management firm in London. I'd really like this job so I can move back to London. The pay is decent enough, so I can still save enough for the properties I plan to invest in.

Hope the interview went well buddy.

The interview went really well. Got an email back for an assessment day just now! Need to start studying my numerical reasoning.

Wrote a really elaborate field report but it disappeared on submission. It was of how for the first time I revised for an interview which caused it to go really well (answered every question with great articulation), did 4 approaches on saturday, 2 on sunday, saw the jap after coming out of set, took her out, took her back to hers, did the naughty, really hungover, didn't go to work, naughty again and then got an email back from this employer for an assesment centre. Dreams do come true.

Ok so I didn't get the job, I caught tonsillitis the week before and couldn't revise. Brilliant experience though.

The saturday prior, I felt like going into town to get some fresh air and talk to some honeys.

22/8/15
Spoke to 10 girls, no numbers, my game has been pretty shit recently. I've only just figured out why, but it's also a lack of consistently going out.

After my interview on the 24th. The tonsillitis crept back in, and as well as going to my mums until...

30/7/15
I came out purely to get some air and promised myself not to talk to anyone. I met up with my younger cousin later. We always have the patter and stare away at the pretty ladies as you do with your mates. He really suprised me. Went up to a really hot Thai girl he then went and did another, then another. Ended up doing 5. I was flabbergasted. It was like watching him grow up. Put a tear to my eye. Anyway, he forced me to do one...well more like I got jealous he was having fun and I wasn't.

31/8/15
I went out alone to do 10, ended up getting quite annoyed and only doing 2.

1/9/15
Ended up doing 5. So happy with the day, I can't seem to get the conversation going, but had a laugh with a girl who had a silly hat on. Called her pied piper.

6/9/15
Went out with my cousin again. We had a proper laugh, ended up doing 4 and then another 3 when he left. Had two or three decent conversations. One of which I completely forgot to get the number because I thought it was going badly. In hindsight we were having a bit of banter and it was going ok.

Right, so the reason today went alot better is because I figured I'm pussying out way to soon. I'm not even getting past the opener and stacking. When I first started doing daygame again this year I got a run of success and completely stopped having proper conversations, whilst still riding the wave of success. This caused a bit of a habit. And after taking a break, when I wasn't getting success I continued like this blindly.

So the target is to relax a bit more and actually try to talk, ride out the awkwardness until they leave.

Oh yeah and I did 18 this week. Go me!

Week commencing 7/9/15
Last weekend I really hit bottom, approach anxiety hit me hard. Even throughout the whole week, I'd felt maybe I'd regressed to when I was a 19 year old trying to do approaches in St. Albans.

I ended up doing 2 during that week and 2 on the weekend.

20/9/15
Today was perfect, I decided to try something new, I went to the less busier side of Oxford street to attempt to do some warm ups. I did 5 before I went to get a coffee. On the second outting my anxiety built up, but I managed to do another 5. All being good reactions. After 10 I crashed, anxiety crept back up again until I saw...

Serendipity and MarkUK, we caught up a bit, did some approaches. And I ended on 16 approaches.

Notes:
Of the girls I spoke to, about 6 of them I got past the hey you look cute because xyz. And I could've gone further with 3 if I didn't run out of things to say. This will improve if I can do this amount more regularly.

Most of the reactions were good and if they weren't it was due to a weak approach or the girl just not digging me. The big key is to smile!

Generally after a while as per usual, my game dissipates. Today it did, but it was only the last 2 where I went in weakly, without believing I'd do alright.

This week was a massive change to how I've been in the last couple of months. I can only improve if I do approaches. I will keep this up!

Oh p.s. I'm loving this fashion week thingy. Hot girls everywhere. Hipsters, fashion girls! ooooo baby!