Hey man, it's what the forum is here for, we offer advice to each other right? Anyway, I guess Kowalski has a point with distracting yourself, you should look into meditation if you're that desperate to get your mind elsewhere, I think there's a decent thread about it in the health and fitness bit of this forum.
Other than that, try getting some perspective, she's just a girl, and like you said:
"I guess you're right. I am awesome, I can pull other women if I wanted, and yeah she could pull dudes but she isn't..." - You've got something she wants, and that no one else is giving to her, so seize the day man, enjoy it while it lasts
And Alpha, I've been cheated on, and it sucks, but it's just taught me to be more cautious, it's not that I don't trust, I'm just careful not to trust the wrong people.
Keep your chin up yeah?
Jack a.k.a. Volta