Hey Al_phaD, erm well I didn't have as sure an opinion of all these things until I tried it. At the time I was unhappy being so skinny. I was very aware how it affected my confidence because I am actually a very social, loud person with friends. So I said "ENOUGH!" (lol)
EITHER I accept that I am skinny and become pleased with it. So pleased that I would stand in front of anyone and shout "loook at myyy sexxxy bodddy!"
OR I change, and I change drastically and seriously. No half-baked decisions. This had to be the way, hoping that it would give me the confidence I felt I was lacking. But when I saw those guys in the gym (the ones I described), I realized that years of bodybuilding had not changed their confidence significantly. They flexed and posed in the changing rooms, and made their presence known but though they all checked out the girl at the desk, none of them could flirt with her. That's when I realized that I already had a better self-image than most of these guys (an opinion which was bolstered by the fact that I flirted with the desk-girl quite well and she often checked me out
and that muscle mass had nothing to do with it.
Also, I grew up with two sisters, and their attraction to guys has never had any correlation with height/muscles/jawline.
Another thing: my new opinions of self-image and attractiveness explained how you get people who have a weird spiralling nose, a walk like a penguin or weigh like a hippo and yet are loved by everyone. They project such a positive self-image. Everyone else is like "seriously? THAT girl and THAT guy?
Am I making sense? Haha I get a bit carried away!