I thought id start a thread of my own reports and document my journey in PU and self actualization

...well untill I get amazing at PU and I just use this as a medium to brag and massage my delicate ego.

Feel free to offer feedback or comments.

Saturday 15th May

I went to watch the FA Cup final in Varsity. There were a few people in and there was this one moment where I was sat there and I notice a group of 3 women sat oppposite. Two of whom were engaged in conversation and the third was sat there gazing into nothingness. I then made casual eye contact and she gazed deeply into my eyes. It was one of them primordial gazes where sexuality was so apparent yet so subtle. A "lets locate the nearest bathroom" gaze. I broke that gaze because im abit of a shitbag and it was only 5 o clock.

A main issue of mine though is that when a woman shows an AI or something, I feel alot more pressured and in my head more than a straight up cold approach. My mind tells me that I shouldnt approach becuase youll only dissapoint. Ive had it in the past where ive approached a warm set only to be jettisoned to the kerb like an unwanted kebab because I didnt live up to expectations.

Later on I headed out to the Northern Quarter with the Manchester guys for some good times and attempt to seduce the odd woman here and there. We hit up Trof and happily locked into my first set. A pair of ladies in their thirties. I find two sets notoriously difficult becuase one will absolutly love me in everyway and the other will be like "get this guy fucking out of here".

This one went well. I cant remember how I opened but it wasnt seamless as she couldnt they couldnt hear me initially and when I sat down I accidently sat on a bit of the girls leg so it was abit awkward. But I managed to turn it round. It turns out she likes the singer Morrissey as much as do. The converstion took care of itself pretty much.

There was a moment when a certain lack of social intellegence on my part was exposed. They asked me what I did for a living. Its a pretty straightfoward question unless your unemployed but I managed to balls it up by trying to be clever and say I was building a time machine in my bedroom and how bloody complicated that process was!! This is proberly effective when dicking around with 19 year olds around and about Tiger Tiger but these were two 30 odd year old women who owned a resteruant so I came across immature at best, a total weirdo at worse.

The vibing went well and I was invited to feel one of girls legs becuase they were really smooth so I obliged and my god they really were smooth legs. So smooth that I coldnt stop rubbing this girls leg. It was a surreal moment. Proberly overdone it on the touching of smooth legs.

There was another semi arkward moment when my quarry asked me who I was with. I looked to my right and the POWER STEVE was sat kissing a lady, Kes was getting cosy with a couple more ladies as was Kowalski and Jack.

Basically it looked like I was out with a rauchous womanizing troupe.

Thinking this would cause a loss in attration I told her that my friends were downstairs. Looking back though this was totally wrong for:

A) Lying
B) Being somewhat ashamed that i go out to pull women. Basically coming from an apoligetic position as opposed to being utterly shameless.

After half an hour or so I got a number and got out of there with the promise of free food at their resturant should I turn up.

We then bounced to Black Dog. It was pretty busy. I was walking throught the bar and some pretty lady was dancing, made eye contact,

"You Look Pleasent!" I said and she retorted saying that so did I. It was nice little interaction. Nothing amazing happened.

All in all ive had much more enthralling nights game wise but not everynight is going to be amazing and I still need to be less reactive and be more unapoligetic.

Things to work on:
(1)Voice tonalty
(2)Not getting absolutily wasted
(3)Read up on winging and when doing winging try not to make it obvious that the only reason im there is to distract people and that.

Good work. I see a lot of people go out in Manchester on this forum, is it a good night out?

I know exactly what you're saying about point 2. I get too wasted and end up opening a set then leave for no apparent reason half way through,I think I get too impatient and I need to work on it. I think point one is also affected by point two

I'm liking the honesty in this post. You certainately have a way with words. Something tells me I'm going to enjoy the next instalment...

Interesting use of words

I've been thinking about this a lot. Obtaining that feeling of utter social freedom and leaving your head at the door. I look around the club some times and see all the chodes ram raiding sets and bludgeoning their way to a Kclose, or some seriously geeky guy copping off with a girl in the corner... then I realise I'm looking around! (or to put it another way, thinking too much). I'm not having fun as a start point.... and they are.

I feel this too. We need to get out there, have fun and be unapologetic about being out to pull girls. There's absolutely nothing wrong with that. And when you excude a fun and sexual aura, girls are so much more receptive to being chatted up, kissing and fucked! I know this... but my actions currently don't reflect.

Do you know what... I kick myself for all the sets I didn't open, kino I didn't push, Kcloses I didn't attempt than making a complete tit out myself. I want to be a tit!

Good honest post! Keep going mate! I'm going to make my way up to Manchester soon to see you guys and get out and party! Yeehaa!

Chris! Keep em' comin. I'm loving your writing style.

I feel this way too and it is completely illogical. I do believe that its definately worth ploughing through it as these sets tend to open right up.

Damn straight! No shame in that at all mate - In fact I love it when I look around and all my homeboys are in sets. This is usually when I tell my target that these are all my friends. I think its a DHV, if anything, that the people you're with are so awesome with women/people.

Yeah well I think its about time you came to one of my Toastmaster sessions. Stop flaking on me

Cheers for the feedback guys, its much appreciated!

Anyway my Chronicle writing rate has been appalling as of late so I thought id pull my finger out and type some stuff.

Saturday 29th May

I was well pissed off today becuase I was hoping to go to Piccadilly Gardens to read a book in the blazing sunshine, whilst hoping that I wouldnt get stabbed by some Salford scallys in the process, and do some daygame which im really looking to get into.....But no, it was a wet miserable day and nature had scuppered my plans meaning I was consigned to the flat.. bored

In the evening time Kes came over to watch some Eurovision, he was quite insistant we watched it We then headed out into the big wide world to hopefully convince strangers to have sex with us

The first bar we went into was TIkkis Hula lounge on the corner of Stevenson Square. Its South American themed and quite small. It had a peculiar ambiance to it. There wasnt a dancefloor or anything, Just seats all around the side with people sat on them. It felt like gate crashing a houseparty or something.

A huge thing ive learned is that the first open is the hardest. The longer you leave it to open the harder the evening will be. So I approached a two set sat at the bar with a low risk no thrills observational opener. Nothing amazing came of it but I was nicley in my groove.

We then went to TV21s opened one in there. She was a teacher and that but her friends pulled her away.

CURSE THEM COCKBLOCKS!!GOING ROUND BLOCKING PEOPLES COCKS


As usual we ended up in Black Dog and met up with the other guys. I found myself in conversation with a excrutiatingly pretty young lady. She was very petit and adorable I just wanted to pick her up and put in my pocket and take her home.

Which incedenly, is what I tried to do

"your very short arnt you" I remarked

"everyone says that!!" she responded all embarrassed.

I then made some joke about her height but cant remember what it was but the vibing was going alright.

She was abit of a player herself though and hurled shit test after shit test at me. I understand that shit tests are a good thing becuase without them your just the platonic guy friend who takes her out for meals in the hope that might be swayed in to having sex but my god these shit tests came thick and fast

"so are you gay then? she asked sharply

On reflection, this was clearly a result of indirect bullshit game. I huge lesson ive learnt from this set is that I have to show some form of sexual intent early doors, maybe not grab her boob but something to show im interested otherwise this is whats gonna happen,

"Just because im incredibly well dressed doesnt mean im gay young lady" I retorted somewhat smugly

"who said you were well dressed? she snapped back

I JUST GOT NEGGED!!!!

I tried to give off the impression I wasnt phased but inside I was proper rattled thinking "what a cheeky little fuck"

She then gazed deeply into my eyes expecting me come up with something spectacular but I couldnt. I did become apparent she was a tease maneater type becuase I certainly felt like I was getting played.

Normally id disqualify myself but I couldnt because shed set the strong frame of "this guys clearly gay" but i couldnt really show interest because that would be playing into her hands.

I was now in damage limitation. I was losing her rapidly. Its like in a film where a plane is falling out the sky and everyone is paniking and the alarms going off "EJECT EJECT EJECT"!!!

I still closed and got proberly the flakiest number of all time but thats what you get for being a reactive needy chode

The night ebbed on, we hit the dancefloor to do some danceing and that was that.


On reflection I learnt alot from that set. The importance of holding your nerve in the face of adversity or in my case a shit test.

Also I really need to drop alot of the indirect nonsence and just cut the bullshit and save myself time and hassle. Theres nothing more frustrating than spending half an hour with a girl and it leading to nowhere. Thats half an hour of my precious existance ill never be able retrieve.

A frustrating evening becuase I know im capable of better but if you keep going out approuching the only result is that youll get better so by no means a failure.

Much Love

Good work man. It's good you're going out and just doing it.

I think it's great you're so honest in your posts, though perhaps you're slightly too hard on yourself sometimes.

Quality! Very lulz worthy I particularly liked...

I reckon you should said what you were thinking to that girl and just called her "a cheeky little fuck" in a playful way obviously

My phones broke so ive got some time in which to kill so id thought id update this thread and get some thoughts of my chest.

After listening to Power Steve harp on about Tyler Durdens Blueprint and how great it is for the last 5 months ive finally downloaded it and begun to immerse myself in its idealogies. Ill be frank, 30 hours on the laptop without succombing to the urge to bang one out is a HUGE ask, but my god im incredibally impressed.

Ive only covered day one but already im beginning to change the way I view the world on a deepish sort of level. A massive thing Tyler said was that your personality is arbitory and theres nothing actually stopping you from being the person you want to be!!

wow.......thats quite a big revelation

He also stated that reying on routines didnt change him internally, he was still the same guy but by using routines he didnt grow as a person. This is something that resonated with me. I had reletive success with routines, but as a person I never progressed in fact I regressed because I began to alienate people and be weird. He used the analogy that relyence on routines is like drawing a sixpack on a fat belly with a marker pen and its so true!!

But having said that I dont mind using the solitory routine because in my own personal journey, routines helped my realise that I could actually go and talk to women and they would most proberly think I was alright


Where Im at

Recently Ive had a good hard think about what I want from all of this, now it wasnt to cling on to the first peice of ass that didnt coat my face in mace but I had to consider the options,

Do I want a girlfriend? hmm it would be nice to but Im now quite addicted to seducing people with boobs

One night stands? At the time there amazing but when im pottering around the flat after shes left, I realize I havent grown much as a person and ive now got dirty bedsheets to clean.

In light of this ive come to the conclusion that having as much fun as possible is the way forward. Of course that fun does include the accumiltation of a huge quantity of fanny but ultimatly, if I dont pull on a night out I wont get annoyed because as long as ive had a good time...Im happy

Friday 25th June

A year ago today I met the Power of Steve. Only seems a minute ago since we were in 5th ave busting out them opinion openers whilst being drowned out by the loudness and energy of the place. Was a surreal night because Jacko left the physical realm and there was alot of uncertainty in the air about it so..WHOOHOO ive got a new opinion opener to use on people and perhaps the most tasteless moment of my life was capitilising on this tragic event to pull women. Not cool

Anyways today Kes, Power and I headed to NQ. It seemed quiter than usual. Kes had a few female hotties in tow. In fact quite a few. They were all sat at the bar and I was chatting randomly and one asked me what I did for a living and I told them I was a cagefighter. Of course my physical appearence isnt totally congruent with the image of someone who fights people in cages but I was in a daft playfull mood and they ran with it. I told them its a hard life smashing people up but ive got rent to pay!! They found it hilairoious, as did I

Logic is so boring


After that we headed to the usual place of Black dog. Got talking to a two set. They were very complimentary and it was a nice interaction and then out of nowhere a some skinhead guy just came over and put his arm round them and "locked" me out so to speak. After about 10 seconds he turned around and complimented disingenously i might add on my beard

"Youve got a cool beard man I wish I could grow one like that" he said smarmily

"just wait till you hit puberty" I retorted

He left the situation, Whoo I AMOGGED someone haha

As usual the alcohol took its crippiing grip and the night descended into its usual chaos. I met this girl on the dancefloor

"we ve met before" she said

"really where?" I responded

"you had me back at your flat about a month ago" she said

oh uh I totally forgot and the I realised that Ive proberly "oversarged" black dog and NQ in general. Proberly going to head to different plains in future.

All in all im reletivlaty happy with how far ive come. But theres so much work to be done. I really want to get into daygame but it seems like the most shit scary thing ever at the moment. Also there still bouts of hesitation and flaws in my interation but the Blueprint should put me right.

Next time I see a hot lady in the day time, im going to remind myself I will one day get old and have a wrinkly ballsack, and approach while ive still got the chance.

This life is so short man its stupid, 23 years have come and gone and another 23 years will come and go even quicker and ill wonder where the hell life has gone and why i didnt make shit happen.

This is not a dress rehersal my firends THIS IS IT!!! and im going to live my life accordingly

Much Love

God I love you! You should write a book

There's an audio version of the blueprint so you can listen going to work, in the park etc and don't have to restrain from wacking off so much. The visual bits you don't get (there's not that many) you can look them up on back on the altar of wank but to be honest I don't think you'll miss too much it's really just visual jokes I think.