Im 34, was with somone for 10 years -- i spectacularily crashed and burned and completely lost the plot.

You cant change the past you can only learn from it and move forward.

When i look back on Facebook at all the awesome people from school they have all turned into fucktards and i just keep on getting more and more awesome.

Midas think about what you want, who you want to become and plant those seeds and watch them grow.
Forget about the past

Well yeah, Mad_Fer_It, that's kind of what I have been saying. But on the other hand I've had a LOT of, flings and one night stands etc; most of which have been very passionate and fun, so I do not regret that at all. If I had been in long lasting LTRs more than half of these would not have happened.

I like foreign girls and I travel and live in different places so establishing a stable relationship is logistically trickier. However, that's what I buzz off.

My goal has always been to have fun with a lot of girls from around the world until I love one enough and vice versa to settle down, get married and have kids. This is not because society dictates that this is the norm but because I find the idea romantic and I like the idea of one day having bi-lingual and cultured children and if it never happens then I'll just keep on enjoying more variety.

I am 34 tomorrow!

Happy Birthday Pal

It's been a month and a half now that I have been on the naltrexone to help control my drinking. I must say it's a miracle. I can go out as often as I like and drink as much or as little as I want.

I feel totally in control with a drink in front of me and in the daytime I am organized and getting so much done that already my business is doing very well again. It was going to shit before!

I haven't had a single black out or behaved badly once and I'm having a better time than ever. I actually remember to text all the girls who's numbers I get! I still get a little bit drunk from time to time, but never to the point of no return, where my lucidity is any doubt.

I actually enjoy going out to drink more now; because I know I can control it and it comes second to the women and the good times. Before, I would have walked off from a bird to go and get another drink and I used to be in and out of the toilet all the time.

I have a new Irish mate (natural non PUA wing) over here and he sometimes tries to hassle me to drink more to make himself feel better about his own drink problem. He has no idea I'm on medication to kerb my cravings. Nobody does, apart from you guys and my ex gf. I keep that to myself.