Update: since Sunday, I have refrained from initiating any conversation with her, and up until my post yesterday, I hadn't heard anything from her. So I started to wonder if there was some truth in what Sapphire was saying.
However, last night she text me just to see how my day went etc - I kept my responses quite closed, and we exchanged a few texts. At one point, she asked what I was up to, which I know now is a signal for her wanting to talk on the phone, but I text back saying I was out having a drink with a friend of mine, then left it at that. She has now been texting me quite a bit today, and there seems to be a bit more involvement from her already - I haven't been falling for her 'woe-is-me, work is so hard' bullshit either. (I fucking hate playing mind-games, but sometimes you just have to in order to know where you stand)
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being intimate and emotionally involved with me has freaked her out. Much like Rebus' recent
holiday hassle, this girl seems to have made a rule in her mind not to get too involved again for fear of being hurt, but has found herself breaking that rule with me (different rule, same concept - thanks Rebus for pointing out the similarities in that PM
).
So what am I going to do?
I'm gonna chill the fuck out.
She'll figure out what she wants in her own time.
And in the meantime, summer is almost here; girls are wearing less and less clothes by the day; we are about to embark on a 4-day weekend double-header; and to all intents and purposes, I am a single man.
Sometimes you just have to look at things from a different angle to realise that the glass is indeed half full, and not half empty.
Much love,
Craigus