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Originally Posted by daleinthedark
I think Jay makes a salient point, I think you can't help but change if you decide to develop yourself, through PU or otherwise.
At the same time though despite coming a good way down the path of self-development I can't help thinking that my core values, likes and dislikes have been effected. Like Jay said I have just started exhibiting more healthy behaviour or in essence I have/am learned/learning how to express myself in a way that people enjoy or can engage positively with (as Phil said).
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Precisely.
The funny thing is, the more people truly see what works and does not work as they make the same sorts of journeys of change we've all been through (and are constantly going through) the more people change their core self. A manipulating dick can become an entirely different person from merely a moment of clarity, a very simple little thing can set in motion a line of thought that turns that person away from what can only be viewed as decidedly unhealthy behaviour towards something far more healthy.
Compared to the person I was, going out with a mask on hiding the self and using it incredibly effectively to get sex (and just sex) I am now far, far happier by comparison. While the results of wearing that mask give constantly ego boosting and validation it's not a substitute for centring yourself and simply being. Once you gain that center it's almost impossible for the world to bring you down. I'm not suggesting that I don't have ups and downs, what I mean is that the downs don't really feel like downs, they don't really have any consequential effect on the mind, they're merely breathers between the ups, a necessary in between as the highs wouldn't be highs without them.
Being healthy overall makes you naturally happier overall, unless a person has some serious psychological issues affecting things. Nobody here can say they really enjoy being a dick, not to anyone that doesn't deserve it for one reason or another. Negative behaviours affect the psyche negatively, positive behaviours affect it positively, it's kind of common sense when put that way yet few people really ever think about it.