I've always been a high energy lad. Its one reason my approach game is pretty good. My close rate however isn't something I am proud of. After my first couple of years in the game (yep, it took that long) I realised that the reason I wasn’t getting as much action between the sheets as I was in front of my laptop was because I wasn't escalating the right way.
Call it my deep rooted "nice guy" Bollywood upbringing in India - fear of
hardcore physical escalation, call it an expectation of some sort of romance+sex mix and not just pure animalistic sex, call it social conditioning that I needed to feel something more than just physical chemistry with the girl to take it to the next level with her, call it what you will. I just wasn't at a level where getting dirty with women in toilets and getting blown in alleyways was the norm... heck, it wasn't even the exception.
Don't get me wrong, I did get action and a decent amount of it. Just not in the busload quantity I wanted and in the way I would have liked. In the past five years, the number of SNL's I've had (I mean sex on the same night you meet the girl, not sweaty makeouts, not dirty dancing and certainly not a mere kiss on the lips) can be counted on the fingers of one hand. All other girls I've been with are where I've worked my game on her over the course of more than one night. I wanted to reach the master level. Was stuck somewhere between intermediate and advanced. I interpret Master level as where you can consistently get same night lays. That's what I'm in this for.
Normally in-field: I would swoop in with high energy, engage the group, introduce the wings if they were around and would try to focus in on my target. Maybe a number or email close would happen. Makeouts were rare. F-closes, even more so.
Result on most days: Great night out, amazing photographs to show off, respect from the community lads I was out with, girls to follow up numbers/emails with.. but no same night lays.
Something was missing in the way I was doing things to achieve the stellar results that I wanted. I was not turning a girl on, to such a level that she would swallow her pride, and a whole lot more, and go down on her knees right there in the venue.
That piece of the jigsaw puzzle clicked into place on Saturday. My thought process I believe is now on the right track. Those regular SNLs are not far off.
This is what happened...
Was out with Brad, JohnnyB, MarkUK and Hari at a Singles Party in Central London. Brad's not on this forum but did a bootcamp with BradP a few years back. He's got his head screwed on right with regards to theory and is one of the very, VERY few people I have met who is able to read what is "actually" happening in a social situation with a girl as opposed to what is "perceived" as happening by 99% of the folks around (including several "PUAs" I know).
I'll cut out everything except the part of the evening that relates to what I started this post to talk about. INTENT. Soul deep, alpha male, hardcore, I-want-you-so-bad-I'm-gonna-take-you-in-the-alleyway Intent.
Was chatting about same night lays (SNL) with Brad in the smoking area at one point and he asked me to go try something that he thought might work towards SNLs and showing hardcore intent. I said fine and we went down to the bar. Started talking to this hot Polish chick. About 35 seconds into the conversation I reached for her arms, gave them a squeeze, brought her close, looked into her eyes and said, "You know, if there was no one in here, I would take you into that corner..
and f..k you" The part in italics was mouthed and not said out aloud. Full eye contact. No smile (I wanted to, to make it seem less awkward, but somehow managed to stick to the script) I expected a slap or security to be called. Nothing happened. She was still there. Inches away from me. Still looking into my eyes. Still listening to what I had to say. F..K, how is that possible! And I had simply spouted the lines. Didn't really feel any "big intent" and there was no way I was ready to "lead her to a corner".
But just saying those lines and having her still standing there, letting me hold her, flipped a switch somewhere inside me. We proceeded to talk by the bar for a while. I continued to showcase my new found Intent-a-la-grande. Not so quietly perhaps for at one point a girl resembling a plus-size baby elephant from Thailand overheard us and tries to "rescue" my target. The fat girl's friend joins in. They physically push me away because they feel I'm this dirty, creepy guy. They are loud. Loud enough that if they continue for another minute people will start starring and things could go very wrong. I hastily beat a retreat to the lads.
I thought that was that.
Lo-behold! The hottie chats to the obstacles, gets rid of them and she actually comes back to talk to me. WTF.. oh well, it seems to be working so far. We go upto the smoking area after a while. That fat chick is there again, smoking and talking to the bouncer. She asks the Polish girl to get back in and "have a talk" if she wants to. My target nods and dismisses her. I gleefully say, "Have a good night hun!" as she goes inside. Feels nice
The bouncer has obviously had an earful from Miss. XXXXL and ensures that we are not left alone even for a moment. I feel my intent slowly slipping away. We're only chatting at this point as I don't want to kino her in front of the bouncer. More intent downstairs would have set a stronger frame. I didn't do that and now it feels too late. I weakly suggest we move elsewhere in the smoking area but she doesn't comply. It's fading. I leave to join the lads. Some time later I see her leaving and try a number close "..for coffee someday.." (for coffee.. WTF GLG!?!). Expected result. Smile and a No.
Conclusion:
This sh!te takes balls. You have to let go of all your shame. You need to be hungry to fcuk. That absolute hottie got attracted to me because she saw a man in me, but I didn’t escalate soon after I showed intent. Indeed I felt as if I had reeled off a line rather than showed her what was exactly on my mind. But if THAT can spark the attraction level it did, it is time to go all in. I should have tried to fcuk her behind an alley, under the stairs, at least tried dragging her to the corner etc. but was afraid of taking the full on “arrogant male physical lead” mentality.. instead I asked her out for a coffee ---bad! Fcuk coffee man. You are a player, not husband material.
You have to really push yourself. Some moments will be very awkward and downright uncomfortable but that’s something you will have to do in order for women to chase you and come to bed with you.
I am not playing the dancing monkey anymore. This is about playing a high stakes game where you will be hated by some women and absolutely loved by other women. Don’t lose focus. You will succeed.
I realise this is not going to be easy. I realise I might very well lose friends and wings at first who feel I am the guy who creeps chicks out, who might get into fights 'coz some girl calls for help and who gets thrown out of clubs, as I find my way in mastering being congruent with my deep level intent. And I realise if I am to ever taste success big time - and I am talking guru level, I have got to grit my teeth and keep at it. That I am willing to do.
Hardcore Intent seems to work, but no one except the girl I'm with seems to "get it". To everyone else it's as creepy as Michael Jackson date raping Justin Bieber. And that includes quite a few PUAs. To even perceive the matrix like world of social interaction is a huge achievement. To go have a sexual romp in it is phenomenal. And THAT's what it takes to get to the Master Level.