Alright fellas, well 7 days into the February challenge and I thought I'd open another thread for me to log my experiences etc

Bit self- indulgent but I figure it will hep me get through it, may or may not be of interest to any one, but if it isn't you don't have to read it do you?

Not going to go into such physical detail as some of the other chaps as I feel it's all a bit "Homo-erotic/Top Gun" for me

I used to work as a research Biologist and so am going to approach this from a scientific perspective on the build up of Testosterone on my behaviours etc
Also want to try being "Master of my Domain" figure having more control over my sex drive will help me with my sticking point of not being able to approach girls I find sexually attractive. In the past I have pulled women and then convinced myself that I fancied them, rather than the other way around.

A few things about me to help you guys get where I'm coming from and assess changes in behaviour etc

I'm a 33 year old bloke, live on my own, no current fb's so this is a genuine test.

Got into the game after the break up my last (3 year) LTR, it was a bit of a screwed up relationship and basically involved very little sex (once every 2-6 months!), for all sorts of fucked up psychological reasons that I don't want to go into here.

Since getting back into the game I have had two fb's and am re-discovering how bloody brilliant sex is.

Work in Technical Sales, part office based (Home office), part road based.
Typically go to the gym 2-3 times a week. Feel shit load better after exercise and don't like sitting still for long.
Out 1-2 times a week, sometimes with mates, sometimes sarging with wings (Captain Freedom and Cashy)

Live in a small village, go out sarging in the small local towns, although typically there are very few girls in the demographic I am looking for (26-35). Typically there are loads of 18-21 year olds and always feel a bit pervy approaching them as we don't have much in common apart from me wanting to fuck them.

Have an easy going nature and probably quite beta behaviours (Facilitator personality for those of you who do Sales courses)

On with the diary!

Scampage

Day 6 - Sunday night

Missed both sarging windows this weekend (Friday and Saturday night) as was away with work do, (evening meals with Colleagues and their wives). Frustrating, so ended up getting completely pissed up with the work lads who's wives couldn't make it.
Shame there wasn't any hb's around as I felt and looked good, dress shirt and cufflinks, loosened tie, sharp shoes and a tumbler of whisky. Just no chicks, not even a cheeky waitress. By the time our works meal was over I couldn't even go anywhere else (the Isle of Wight shuts at 11.30pm apparently)

Knackered Sunday night, go and watch "The Kings Speech" alone to pass the time.

Get back eat chinese takeaway, crack open a tinny and bugger about online, end up chatting with two cyber fbs I have on msn, tell them both about the challenge, terrible idea as you can imagine. Crash into bed.

Scampo

Day 7 - Monday

Wake up late, snooze about. Eventually get on with work. Can't concentrate or get much done, go on the forum, While thread surfing come across the thread about that hb from the real hustle, have a little look (it can't hurt right?)

30 minutes later manage to drag myself away from the inevitable porn site. (find a new one, Porn wall. Very slick and easy to navigate. Bastards)

Now extremely frustrated, go out on the road for a bit, do some more work but not very efficiently.
Get an email from ex, delet it.

Feel like proper shit now

4pm realise I am getting bugger all done and HAVE to get out of the house (usually I can knuckle down and work through, not today)

Go to the gym, it appears the hb8 from reception is now working as a trainer, she's giving a young looking blonde hb8.5 an induction, try not to check her out. Bloody difficult. My routine means I have to use machine next to them

"Am I going to get in your way girls?"

Hb8.5 "No you're fine" (slightly flustered) Smiles

During the cardio set, hb8.5 finishes her induction and gets on the bike next to mine, do some peripheral vision stuff to see if she glances over (girls are usually fricking subtle abt looking at guys), don't think so. Consider opening with a situational comment on Blue Peter on the telly (presenter is wearing a bloody awful top that makes her look like a hunchback), decide not to as I'm pushing the cardio workout and will be gasping like a dirty ol perv man.

Don't improve on any pb's, BUT do my programme in an hour (normally takes about one hour 20), Interesting.

Also feel bloody brilliant afterwards, feel like I could run through a wall.

Rump steak on special offer at Tesco's, decide to have "Desparate Dan" style Steak for Supper. Happy Days. Fid myself checking out any vaguely serviceable woman in Tesco's, and not even Subtly.

Pervy but don't give fuck. (unlike me)

Get text from Captn Freedom, "do i want to sarge tomorrow night?"

"Fuck yes", salsa is off too so I can start at a decent time. and can try out BCB's "fight" line.

Decide to try and divert my energy to work tomorrow, plan to set early alarm and be Mr Employee of the Month

Make an effort to tidy the damn house too


Consider talking a day off work and joining Tebbs in London one night, can't get back to the village at night though.
Will my mate let me crash at his gaff in Clapham if I'm not out with him?

Day 8 Tuesday

This is beginning to sound like Big Brother, in fact I can hear my voice dictating this in a pronounced geordie accent.

Yep wake up early, work like an efficiency ninja till about 3pm, then bugger about a bit on the net.

Put some grumpy posts up on the forum, hit the gym, again do my work out in an hour (20-30 mins quicker than usual).

Meet Cptn Freedom in the Hot-bed of culture and sophistication (Crawley). Good to see him again and we have a good chat/ laugh.

We both open a couple of sets in the warm up pubs, night kinda fades out when we hit the club/bar.

Decide not to bother with Tuesday nights in Crawley again.

1) I have to drive, so sarge sober.
2) Very few women over 20 and pretty much have fuck all in common with them.
3) I hate the music in the club.
4) Not using my age to my advantage in that environment, just come across as an Old desperate bugger (Not ideal for winky action)
5) My non-verbal game sucks donkey cock, not ideal for loud venues
6) Don't enjoy it.

Day working on the farm tomorrow, so should be good.

Then looking around potential flats

Also meeting platonic girl mate in the boozer for a few in the evening
(Note to self, don't get pissed and shag her)

Need to Hit either Brighton or Clapham this weekend, or just go out sarging when I can at least have a drink or two.

Downbeat Scamp

Did you try it with your openers?

Nope, there were only two sets about in the bars and the club was too loud.

For some reason in my head it was a big mixed set line, but now I realise it would actually work fine in a two set.

Does testosterone cause dementia?




Will try next sarging night

Yep. Run in on two-sets plenty of time. Especially good for marking your target (the "feisty" one)

Roger that


(hopefully)

Days 9 -10

Bugger all to report actually. Weirdly I seem to have "levelled out" if that makes sense.

The first week was frickin tough, but I seem to have got over the initial tough bit and the last few days have been surprisingly easy.

Managed to go the boozer last night and had a couple of pints with a female mate and managed not to accost her.

Managed to not force myself on any of the women at Salsa (none under 40 though)

It's almost Zen.

Did kick ass today at the gym and managed to post the best time at the high intensity workout challenge that I entered.

Also have noticed I am much Hungrier and am eating more.

Going to a gig tonight, maybe the ol' "Jekyll and Hide" shit will happen there?

Scampologist

oop forgot to mention the hb8 trainer at the gym was overseeing the high intensity workout challenge.

did a bit of the ol flirtin

she was doing "the encouragements" that instructors give when they are spotting you.

"Yeah, go on!"
"half way there!"

etc etc

She had a small squeeky voice and it made for an amusing image

My favourite bit

Her - "Push it harder!" (Delivered a bit like Joe Pasquale)
Me (While cycling) looks around slowly with eyebrows raised giving her a "look", with half smile
Her- - giggles



Gig was awful, and typical village talent (surrounded by blokes they've known all their lives) average ratio 5:1

scamp