Night 11

Extremely vivid dreams, a bit about sex but no more than usual

Day 14

very very very nearly fell off the wagon last night. Just couldn't sleep and having nervous sweats. Suddenly this shit is very difficult.

Am fantasising about fucking around 80% of the Women I speak to in a day.

5am start this morning for work and another tomorrow, otherwise would be sniffing around any of the barmaids in the village (including the old ones with hatchet faces).

Have decided to sign up for Internet dating for a bit to at least go on a few dates and get in contact with some damn women.


Scampo Frustrato

Ive reached an almost zen like state with not wanking.. think i may never do it again!

I seem to be alternating between the zen like state

and at the slightest provocation

A Lust crazed horn monster


(for slightest provocation read; an attractive girl, a girl smiling/looking at me, a gust of wind)


It's like all the gears have been removed

pre February

1st Gear = Not thinking about anything much
to
2nd Gear = Being a bit cheeky
to
3rd Gear = Feeling a tad saucy
to
4th Gear = Slight tumescence
to
5th Gear = Tight trousers
to
6th Gear = Definitely considering sex
to
7th Gear = Let's fuck


February

Neutral = Zen
to
8th Gear = LET'S FUCK!!

Scampo

day 15

Top night of sarging with my main Wing, really getting on as mates now and it has improved our sarging no end.

Will report more tomorrow, used the bcb fight opener when I was stuck for a situational one. Worked like a dream

Scamp

Okay, now it's getting really difficult.

Just back for a planned "Quiet pint" in the local village pub, ended up as a boozefest desparate for any female contact. Ended up ineffectively chatting up a 25yr old with a huge arse and two 19yr olds. (the sole talent out in the village)

Feeling extremely jaded as well as slightly embarassed to have harassed two 19year olds

Now reeeeallly struggling, my bollocks feel like bloody cannonballs and there are extremely few women around to "aid my suffering".


Okay so going to distract myself by writing a FR for Tuesday night (night 15)

night 15

So me and my wing/mate Cptn Freedom are out in Crawley, it's kind of a bonus night as I was expecting to be taking salsa classes.

Anyway, we are starting to wing each other really effectively (getting ona s mates, so it is much more natural when we are out). I open a few sets with situational stuff, we are getting IOI's etc etc Some girls ask if we are going to the club as they are going there. Nope.

We go to the main bar, I see two very alpha looking guys trying (unsuccessfully) to open a HB8 two set, they stand in paralysed silence while my mate gets the drinks in, I watch impassively. The guys eventuallly chode off after loads of ineffective eye contact. I signal to my wing for us to move into the guys place.

We move seamlessly, I check out the two set, rack my brains for a situational opener, there is none, need to open and quickly...........

Brain leaps into gear , how about BCB's Canned fight opener?

"Don't think, do"

I move in

"Hi girls, me and my friend were just talking about which one of you guys would win if you had a fight, my mate D thinks you, because you look sporty, whereas I reckon you, cos you look kinda feisty"

Basically it opens great and the girls love it, we get a few giggling looks over.
Girls (smiles, some stuff) introduce wing etc etc

Run out of stuff to say, so bail.
Common problem of mine, need to learn how keep the interaction going, any tips?

If I do stay in set it always goes "friendzone, small talk"


Okay so we have opened maybe 5 sets by this time, then we move into the back bar of this place. Two big sets. first hb9, hb8, hb7 and three gay blokes, the other is Hb9, hb9, hb7 and two gay blokes (it is cabin crew night)


We figure we HAVE to open these sets. Yes the girls are blatant tarts, but they are hb9's and the whole reason I got into the game was to put my penis into much more attractive girls.

So we figure we have to open the guys to open the sets, just can't get any inspiration.

These girls are blatantly loving the attenting, one hb9 hitches up her red minidress for a picture, it takes all of my self control not to notice. Lets be honest, if I had seen that I would have had to fuck her there and then in ther bar (the bouncers seem to take exception to this sort of behaviour for some reason!) day bloody 18!! people!

So the big question is.


Hot chicks in mindresses, blatantly craving attention (and getting it) in mixed sets with gay chaps.

How do you fuck them?

Me and my wing were both doing pretty well and we figured whatever approach we used would be a learning process, hence I throw it open to the floor to understand what other people would have done.

We were both thinking "Mixed set, industry standard is to open the guys"

But what can I say to a 20yr gay bloke? How much do I have in common with him?

...I'm overthinking it aren't I?

Scamp

Still in. Narrowly.
Bastards

Out.

Was reading all that Stormy stuff that Cefai put a link to....
(It was like an epiphany for me! Going to simplify and strip down my game, work on some inner stuff)

.......and just figured "Why am i still doing this, I don't need to prove anything to myself and it's making me kinda creepy and putting the power WITH the women.

Looking back at my diary I use the phrase,

"(girls are) the only ones who can ease my suffering"

Is this a healthy mindest to go out and have a fun night out?

Exactly

Went out in Clapham this weekend and just didn't enjoy myself. Surrounded my incredibly attractive, intelligent, friendly women.

Time for a rethink



Scamp

Conversation dwindling out was a sticking point of mine and seems to be worst when I'm a bit drunk. The way I got over it was, having a random question in stock that I know I can work around. I tend to use "do you like giraffes?" said quite slowly with curiosity. From that I can do a really bad giraffe impression, talk about how much I like them with their big long necks, talk about the potential of giraffe racing and how we should set up a league together and how cool it would be, imagine if they had short necks or if a zebra had a giraffe neck, neg them by saying you remind of a giraffe, but don't worry I love giraffes, arrange a pretend date to a zoo or to Africa, the list goes on. Once the mood of the conversation changes to a bit silly it's a lot easier to come up with random crap to talk about and be entertaining. I tested it on girl mates I'm not into first just to get a feel for the conversations that could come out of it and have it as a reference point but you use pretty much anything you want.