I'm not sure all of this is enough. Has to be more to life - I'm in a philosophical mood tonight.

I enjoy meeting women of course, however I need some balance. That was really where that last post came from. Have a lot on at the moment so it's hard to step and look at myself but I'll do that in August (2 weeks cycling through Thailand / Vietnam!! )

I went there before and I did shag ladies (I think they were ladies anyway, although one did have big hands).

I'm not into hookers anymore though and most of them are.
The only exception I'll make is if I see western girls as I know they won't charge me!

I am brain farting a lot on this thread, well fuck you it's my thread.

Okay well today I sent a whatsapp message to the girl (with a bf) I met on Monday.
She initially said she could meet me but then said work was too busy.

(Oh I reverse google searched her whatsapp image to find her instagram link - she's fucking gorgeous - and yes I'm a creepy IT stalker perv!)

She is 21 and ridiculously hot. I can't even believe girls like that are considering me as an option. That alone is fucking ridiculous.

I just need to be a little more organised with my life, but I see pussy in the distance and it's not through my laptop screen anymore.

Update.
Girl mentioned above has gone quiet. Will try again tomorrow but looking flakey.

Saturday 26th

Did some shopping for my upcoming trip in the morning then went into the west end.
Probably spoke to 15 women in total. I'm finding it easier to talk to women and I make less excuses.

Highlights were a Romanian girl who has been here for 4 days, looked lovely, cracking body. Got her number and she's already responded about meeting up on Tuesday.

Japanese girl, she was cute, I should have persisted but didn't - gay.

Stopped a hot dark skinned girl head on. She had a tattoo on her thigh and looked, well just dirty! She had a big grin on her face but was in a rush I should have tried to grab her number, if you don't ask you don't get. I didn't get.

Tomorrow chilling, unless I can convince the 21 year old she needs a seeing too.

Mark

hey nice blog dude.

your username looks familiar


did i sarge with you for a while around 2011-2012 with a guy called James?

or i am just imagining it.

Yes that's me, although I don't remember you.

Update
Holly (22 girl flaked)

Monday 28th

Girl 1
Said 'nice dress' as she walked passed. She said thanks.

Girl 2
Asian girl walking towards me with a bag in each hand. I stop her and tell her shes cute. She's chinese are looks innocent & corruptible. Gives me her number, doesn't take mine as her hands are full (literally). Sms her 5 minutes later, to say hi and say I'll be in touch to arrange a meet up. She responds 'woo k, nowww prwoblem' (ok not quite like that).

That was it.
So tomorrow I'll text the Romanian girl from Saturday and see if we can make tomorrow. Based on that arrange something with Chinese girl - She's so cute, she just had to be filthy.

Mark

I find posting on here quite therapeutic sometimes.

Today I had a yoga class. I really do have stiff calf muscles and it’s amazing how far some women can open their legs.

I have been getting ‘excited’ when I get a number from a pretty girl. Jumping onto my keyboard to post a new update on my thread. Wooo !!

I started to ask myself the following question. Is a number as good as sexual intercourse. To answer this I turned to Google.

A Number
one of a series of things distinguished by or marked with numerals.


Sexual intercourse
genital contact, especially the insertion of the penis into the vagina followed by orgasm; coitus;copulation.



It would appear my excited brain has been getting confused. So this post is to make my unconscious mind aware of this.

Getting back to the superficial / bullshit:

I sent lots of messages to the 22 year old Holly on whatsapp. My final one was explicitly and resulted in a reply ‘I’m going to block you’

Chinese girl did not reply, to my sms today.
Romanian girl did reply, she has started a new job so could not make today. I have text her to re-arrange but I don’t feel hopeful.

I felt shit today, because I was excited about the possibility of going on a ‘date’, which of course never materialised.

What did feel good - was going out after work and talking to women. I felt more ‘I don’t give a shit attitude’ This felt like progress.

I am away from Friday and will use this time to reflect and perfect the 5 finger shuffle.

PS.

I need to trying to force 'maybe' girls over text messages. Actually fuck it - maybe I should be explicit from the start, I quite fancy a slutty girl.

Thanks man - it did feel good