Introduction: My Change starts here

This thread is now going to evolve into something more than just Field Reports. It's going to be almost a diary of how I tackle various problems and how I change as a person, focusing mainly on mental change though it will include some FR's. It will require me to be completely 100% honest both with myself and in my writing, it needs to be like this for me to tackle it head on.

By the end of this thread I will have destroyed the shield my mind has made, established and progressed with my inner beliefs, set about new goals, understood the process that I went through and changed my life for the better.
It's a radical reform, it will take time and a lot of effort. I want to record it for many reasons but mainly so I:

• Can re-read it and never fall into it again

My goal time frame to destroy the shield, deal with my inner game/beliefs and create new goals is 1 year. Understanding absolutely everything could take a life time.

I want to keep to this good long term attitude to change that I have here: My first FR thread

Let's begin...