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Also, if you find yourself thinking "But I want her" after reading the above post, I'd say its one-itis...
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No, I didn't think like this when I read that... Actually I liked the idea about fucking her best friend more... hehe...
I am going to say this one more time: I go out with other girls... I did it all along... like tonight I'm gonna do it, tomorrow I'm going to a really HB's birthday party witch I think it will last all the weekend...
I also thought that she might be playing me, that's why I just ignored her and treat her like I don't care about it... meanwhile she could see on FB that I was tagged every day in pics made in clubs, with other girls, having a lot of fun.
So yesterday after another week of ignoring her she chats with me on the messenger saying: "heeeeey! why are you ignoring meeee?", I let her wait for a few minutes and after I just said "hey what's up?" her: "I'm so sorry for last time... bla bla bla... apologies... let's get together, whenever you have time" at first I wanted to say "ok, sure, I'll let you know" but after that I thought I'm going anyway to this dance class on sunday so maybe I should give her one more chance, so i said: "yeah sure, I'm going to bla bla bla on sunday, you can come if you want" she said: "great, I'll be there" anyway she said many other things trying to be nice with me... I really hate this kind of behaviour! so it's just like this.... If she shows up I won't forgive her
if she doesn't show up I'm gonna forget her
I think though that the true problem here is how in hell did I end up in the friend zone in the first time... That was the biggest problem... I am a very stubborn person and I just thought it was so easy that I couldn't accept I screwed up... I wanted to make it good somehow.