What might that be then?

I suppose it can be interpreted easier by others if I use Mystery's 'Vital Areas of Focus'.

Health - although not perfect, it's still exceptional. I use only a Kettlebell of various weights and I work on my core body. I suppose I could be considered 'not fat' but then I went out that night and asked women about my dilemma and many said that they would choose me, which of course I turned around as an IOI and preceded with "So you are attracted to me... etc.."

Wealth - I have a steady flow. Enough to Game and take care of myself with a sizeable sum left over. Not really much of a problem although, of course many people still want to progress higher at the workplace to gain even more money, as I do.

Love - BINGO!! YAHTZEE!! I was training to be a professional in Archery and Rifle Shooting going into the Olympics, whilst also scouted as a football/soccer player so I had very little time for Love. Don't get me wrong, there was interest but I didn't want to pursue the girls at that time. It was for their own good; I'd of had no time to bother with them, my routine was strict, regimented, purposeful and now I consider it to have fucked me over like flicking a pawn off a fucking chess set of social life. My biggest fear is inexperience in relationships; I messed up my first ever try at a relationship to the hottest girl at college. She approached me, started it all off. I have studied the interactions worked out what made her want me, what made her chase me and then what made me loose her. Same with the next girl, actually I converted her back from been a lesbian which was awesome achievement on my part! That's it ... sure I've had dates, met some awesome people, know awesome people in other countries etc.. but my sticking point is inexperience and also the belief that "English girls aren't good enough for me".

So Love is my let down, massive let down. I need to work out a strategy to work on it and push through. I figure, start small and work bigger. I've worked out I don't want a relationship I just want the 'feeling' of a relationship, first. I.E. the intimacy.
Sounds fucking cheap but I just want to feel love, not necessarily have love/relationship.