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Originally Posted by kowalski
Your experiences say more about you than the drugs you took. You'd have still been a 'tard without them.
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Nah. It was the amount of drugs i took that did the mentally deranged shit to me.
Nothing exceeds like excess, if u develop a drug problem or addiction u dont even realise it until much much later down the line when u look back on ur behaviour & think "holy fuck i was a druggie bastard mess"
Most people who use "recreational" drugs dont develop an addiction & just take them socially at weekends or whatever, u clearly fall under this category cos like most people who use recreationally ur in control of ur drug use, good for u.
However, some people get hooked (like i did). It doesnt mean shit about ur personality or who u are as a person. Anyone can become addicted to drugs regardless of ANYthing to do with their life. I got hooked on speed when i was 13, hooked immediately on E's when i turned 15, been hooked on coke, meph, mdma, various legal highs. I just took everything i could.
Having said that, i didnt have to rob or steal to "feed my habit" or any shit, i had a full time job for almost 5 years (till i got paid off) which enabled me to buy all my drugs (ironically, at work) my philosophy was WORK HARD PLAY HARDER..& thats exactly what i did.
I know what im talking about.
Note: U will probably now say i dont know what im talking about.