DISCLAIMER - The following field report contains standard Blanca rantings about girls who have boyfriends and the general fun-sucking demeanour of Bristol University students. If you're (understandably) sick to death of hearing it, you have been warned
Yesterday saw my final exam of my entire education, so obviously some serious partying was in order. However, there were going to be a few problems with that.
Firstly, here were some of the excuses my coursemates presented me with for not going to the pub after the exam, which finished (conveniently) at lunchtime:
1) I'm going to the gym
2) I'm going for a run
3) I'm going to bed
You think I'm making this up don't you? Well I can assure you I'm not. The only thing to stop me from bitchslapping the lot of them was the promise they were up for going out in the evening. I therefore spent the afternoon, in a mood, playing Pro Evo, sober, having refused to drink alone.
Fortunately, later on, just after tea, I received a text from one of the hotter dentists to say they were going to be out and she wanted to see me. I therefore filled myself with wine and trotted off to Spoon's, whereupon we played the excellent game of three-man. When everyone was suitably plastered, the decision was made to go to Lounge. You know, the grime-hole full of rugby players and posh twats that's actually quite fun as long as you're pissed enough? Yeah that one.
And we now get to the thrust of this morning's missive. The physiologists were there, as promised, beer was a quid a bottle, and cheese was on the speakers. Then it got better when I bumped into the hot asian girl, Jen, who I'd met a number of months back and who had a boyfriend at the time. Back then she was all over me and last night was no different. Was she still with the boyfriend? Well, it wouldn't be a Blanca rant if she was single would it?
Sacking her off, I turned my attention to a girl off my course, Natalie. Tanned, smoking body, gorgeous, exactly my type. Boyfriend. Feeling a little frustrated, I got talking to another girl off my course, Kate. Words cannot describe the hotness of this girl. She's almost completely perfect-looking. Gorgeous black hair, looks that could turn you to jelly, body of a goddess. Ok, she's a bit posh, but no more than averagely so for Bristol Uni. It's girls like her that are the reason I love women so much, and why I'm so determined to get this whole thing cracked.
We were talking for ages, clicking, flirting, giving each other all the right signals, and to my surprise, she turned out to be a dirty, wild slut with a huge sexual appetite and an urge to ride my cock all night. Oh no wait that's not right is it? No. Actually she, at the tender old age of 21, was with her boyfriend of 4 years whom she loved very much. Her only boyfriend ever. I was disappointed, an emotion I vented with some (restrained) ranting. During the course of the ensuing conversation, I determined that every single one one of my coursemates that I found attractive was taken. That's a good 5 or 6 girls.
Now, as I've said in the disclaimer, this FR is more of a rant (again) about this "girls with boyfriends" thing, and for that I apologise. However, I'm at a complete loss as to what to make of the situation. Am I being unreasonable in wondering what the hell is going on here? What on earth is wrong with these people? They're (very) early twenties, they've got the looks and, to an extent, the personality, to have a great time, experience different things and explore their sexual prowess with genuinely awesome, attractive guys, and yet they choose the boring option. The "I've got a boyfriend of 4 years [since age 17 for fuck's sake!] and we love each other very much" option. It's almost exactly the same mentality that keeps people in my home town because they're too scared of the outside world to move away. A similar mentality that led to this conversation with a bloke I served when I worked at Sainsbury's more than 2 years ago. He'd asked me how I was:
Me - "I'm really nervous actually. My A level results are out next week and I need them to be As."
Bloke - "Oh why's that?"
Me - "Well I want to go to Bristol and become a dentist"
Bloke - "Ohh you don't want to bother with that mate. You want to stay here. Become a window cleaner like me. I make thirty grand a year cleaning windows"
Now the bloke was nice and I certainly didn't dislike him, and there's nothing wrong with being a window cleaner for a living, but it's this closed-minded, "stick with what you know because it's safe" thinking that pisses me right off. "I've got a boyfriend and I want to be with him forever because it's safe and being single is scary and outside my comfort zone". If people like this were in charge of human advancement, we'd still be sat in caves, not daring to make fire because "there's nothing wrong with being a bit cold".
Anyway, pussy-less and very drunk, I called it a night and walked home. Bare foot, since my awesome new shoes (I finally got some Hustler
) gave me blisters the size of 50 pence pieces.