Saturday 7th
Woke up and did a 5k run and felt great. Those seconds after you stop running and your head feels fuzzy - amazing. Probably what sex is like, I've forgotten
I've been learning a lot about myself recently, yesterday with no exception.
Up until this point I have been ashamed of myself when it comes to women. No girls friends and the only sex was either in Thailand (does not count)
or an American girl I met online a couple of years ago. Lots of dates.
I got into 'game' in 2011 however I've never been as driven as this year, moving to London, getting a new job. Things in my life feel differently.
2 or 3 weeks ago I stopped watching porn. Specifically sex cam sites. With these sites you webcam with the hottest girls imaginable.
Porn, sex sites, hookers are not a 'bad' thing in general, however for me the relationship was toxic. It sucked all my desire to meet and have sex with women in real life.
A while back Stein posted on here and said something which stuck in my mind. It was his comparison of day-game vs night-game.
Something like this (I don't remember exactly)
Night game
Meet girl > Take them home and have sex
Day game
Meet girl > Get number > go on date > take girl home have sex.
At the time I was like 'ah yes that seems to make sense'
It's my belief a woman will not let you take her home and have sex with her unless she thinks you're attracted to her and she is attracted to you. Simples
Guys who are good at night game, assume they are attractive. This allows them to escalate. I do not assume attraction and therefore do not escalate.
This is my sticking point.
Up until this year I don't think I have ever walked up to a woman sober and told her she was attractive, outside of a bar.
I've been going out talking to women in the streets / in my lunch hour and it's given me a new perspective.
A couple of weekends ago I met a Brazilian girl, doing this and I had one of the funnest days of my life. Okay we didn't sex but she was beautiful & funny.
That was the first girl I spoke to that day.
Yesterday I spoke to maybe 4 or 5 women, sober. I now have a date with a beautiful Italian lady. The great thing is I know, she knows I think she's attractive, because I told her!
So hopefully I can escalate things quickly on our date.
Later that evening I spoke to loads of girls (in a bar / drinking). I spoke to a hot 21 year old and a hot 19 year old girl. I felt attracted to both and could have made a move however I was too inexperienced and scared too.
So for the time being my plan is to meet girls in everyday life (sober) and hit on them in a direct way. I still enjoy talking to women in bars so will keep doing that and just have fun with it.
Mark