Overall pretty bombing night, although I've never had a night like this so maybe it's good to feel like this failure from time to time??

It reminded me of something Tyler says where you have a night and you approach everyone and every group just blows up in your face. I've never had this before but it didn't phase me as much as I'd thought.

I talk way to much in general and feel have to talk to relax, I need to stop this and when on dance floor not use talking as primary communication and instead use more non verbal. Dance floor game is so evasive right now.

I felt stifled before heading out tonight, I had day off as only back from holiday recently so hadnt really spoken to anyone all day till arrived. The old me would've got to second club and just chatted to small works group and been in head about regretting talking to any new people so despite failures I'm glad I made over 6/7 different approaches. Maybe stop drinking earlier.