Cheers man, feeling a bit better about it know. It's like my mind is just fluid at the moment changing how I feel n my perception on things from day to day. Tbh my mates have been going out with me a lot, I've not had a night out in Mold for a couple of weeks now.

Ended up randomly meeting some bird in Chester last weekend, she invited me back to a house party. Then on Friday I nailed her. It may just be a distraction but it's making me feel alright for now. And the beauty of it is she moves away in 4 weeks (the bird I met) so it's like no strings attached. It will prob mess with my head a bit when I inevitably bump into my ex but I feel I've had a sort of semi awakening. Like to just live in the moment. Yesterday is gone and tomorrow hasn't happened yet. So I'm just trying to enjoy now.