12-04-2014, 08:45 PM
Hi,
Just a little update.
Being going through a really difficult spell where I'm finding it hard to even approach random people in the street. Social anxiety hell.
I have recognised part of this is down to moving to a new city and job and leaving behind the comfort of friends I could count on to see every time I went out
Today I went out with a friend of a friend who clearly is a lot more comfortable just chatting to random girls and people and it motivated me so much. I got talking to girls and it was really fun.
Also I've made friends with one the girls I was dating last year and I see her every now and then and she is happy to introduce me to her friends.
For some reason I still have a lot of demons in my mind I have to battle but I'm going to win eventually, no surrender.
Mark
Realise deeply the present moment is all you ever have. Make the Now the primary focus of your life. Eckhart Tolle
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