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Originally Posted by Serendipity
I got home from work at 2am yesterday. My flight was delayed. I was up early but felt shattered.
Tonight I should have jsut had a quiet night in but when you know there are chicks just beyond your door it's hard.
My dick was hard, I was watching some porn. I decided to go out in the street instead of finishing off in front of the monitor.
Within a few paces of leaving my flat I passed two girls sitting outside at a restuarant, they were both good looking. There was a blonde one with her back to me and a dark haired one opposite her.
As I passed I thought fuck it I'm going to make a deliberate turn to get EC with blondie. But As I turned the dark haired one had turned around to check me out. So it must have seemed to her like I turned arounds to check her and she had turned to check me.
It was a percect opportunity to approach and I didn't take it. The night had it's ups and downs will report later) but I'm still pissed off about not going for that one. I'm so annoyed with myself that I didn't approach her.
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The importance of this post is the final paragraph.
I've noted down on my daygame diary particular "fails" or things I
didn't do or act on simply to engrain that painful gutting feeling into me.
I write it down as a reminder that I don't want to experience it again, rather than ignoring it.
Positive reinforcement as a result of negative non-action, or whatever. Something like that.
That's how I look at it.