Yeah. I need to get my shit together. Having all this underlying stuff isnt going to help with regards to women either because I won't be fully happy.

For some reason I skimmed over some parts of Mark Manson's book Models. There's 1 chapter on beinh honest with your intentions. There's actually some good stuff in it.

I'm not going to make any wild promises or crazy statements just now that I'm going to do XYZ & get carried away. But I need to stand up and start getting my shit together.