To give some background, I had built up a visual movie of where we would go on holiday, and what we would get up to, once we were a proper couple and all that shit....Oh dear.

It's not the first time I've had this experience. That's why I got into PU. You can only have so many shattered dreams then you have to start changing yourself.

If she turns out like all the rest then it will only harden my resolve to fuck around. If this time it works out maybe she'll be my wife. I'm keeping an open mind.

We've known each other for almost a year and there's still something there I feel. Maybe that counts for something.