Saturday September 7th

A friend of mine regularly DJ's and hosts an all day event once a month which ran on Sat. The fact that I can't drink for 3 months and my car is off the road made me not want to go but I dragged myself along. I'm glad I did......

I'd been there a while when ended up next to a girl I don't know that well; always perceived her as a bit of a bitch, bit up herself, bit of a party girl. We made some polite small talk which as usual with me and her doesn't go far...So I decided to push things a bit. I genuonly complimented some jewelry she was wearing and to my amazement she opened up, we spoke about what she was wearing briefly....then before you know it we spoke about her recent holiday, how great it was, how shes gutted to be home, her current job, her last job blah blah blah with a few laughs and jokes inbetween and I was totally amazed - always thought she was an uptight cow. Nothing really flirty or sexual but I tried to keep eye contact, listen to her & keep the convo about her and smile & I swear a few times there was some "we shared a moment" eye contact (or maybe not) Throughout different parts of the night we bumped into each other a few times and shared a couple of private jokes and when up dancing I danced with her a few times...looking back I could have pushed it but I didn't, might try harder next time.

Randomly saw a girl I used to make out with in my teens that haven't seen in about 15 years, spookily had just become friends on fb about 2 weeks ago, she was totallly smashed. We spoke, joked, danced and had a god laugh and I got a few friendly kisses and hugs....but eventually I left because she was wasted and I was geting annoyed.

Danced with another wasted random I don't even know - definitly a 10 but also completely off her face on drink/drugs and definitly out of my league, she wouldnt have danced with me if she was sober and I could barely understand what she was saying.

Loads more dancing...loads of pics of me on fb the next day dancing, loads of pics of me with just women (the fact we had a 10/3 ratio in favour of women in our group probably helps)...you wouldn't have thought I hadn't had a drop of booze by the pics! Quite a few comments of me being a "ladies man" because of the pics also.....

If bitch girl opening up to me was random, this was even weirder: I may have mentioend on here before I was bullied by girls at School? Heard a girl shouting my name; it was the one who caused me most of the grief at that time. Hadn't seen her in years....she asked me if I'd been working out, told me I looked really good, i got a friendly kiss and a hug, she told me how great it was to see me....this is a girl who used to give me panic attacks about going to School and had me in tears for constantly taunting me for being ugly....weird....she was pretty genuine with the above as well....

We moved to a club, the place was dead. One of my female friends ex's turned up which causes her a lot of grief and I spent a lot of time consoling her and making sure she was alright. I also spoke to another girl i know who's had a rough time of late and I was just listenign to her talking, I was just genuinly being nice and I complimented her a few times (she's a solid 8+ I'd say). She then asked me if I'd been working out (WTF is with everyone thinking I've been wokring out??) and after I'd complimented her she said if she didn't know better she'd think I was chatting her up...I told her that maybe I am chatting her up but if I was it would be a feeble attempt; I'd have better moves than that. She laughed and told me she'd like to maybe see those moves some day before going off to dance with her friends.

I went back to my car to go home and on the way randomly saw the girl from my teens in the 3rd paragraph looking a bit more sober but struggling for a taxi home. I offered her a lift. It wasn't a long journey but we spoke about the night we just had, the last 15 years, friends we still speak to, jobs etc. When we got to her driveway she said she'd love to chat longer & she'd invite me in but she has to fly to Dubai the next day so gives me her mobile number. I go to give her a polite friendly kiss on the cheek and hug goodbye, but she doesn't turn her head, puts her arms round me and I end up making out with her. In fairness she's still pretty drunk but care - I'll take that. I've since discovered she keyed her number in wrong, but I've found and added her on fb.

Thats one hell of a night for me and this post is pretty long, so I'll split this up and put some thoughts in the next post....