Mark I enjoy reading your journal too.

You seem to be a really honest bloke. It comes across in your reports.

You don't sound as if you are very 'up' about yourself mate at the moment and what the future could possibly hold for you. It's an inner game issue. I feel you are going through the motions but not really feeling it inside.

My advice is that you need to find something to get the fire burning inside you (mojo). Then everything else will start to click in place.

Give me a shout when you are back in London and we'll go out with SmileyK and whoever else turns up from the forum.