Hey Jynx, sorry to hear you're feeling poo.

I suffer with cyclothymia (a mild bi-polar) and I remember one time I really wanted to take my own life - I had no money, girl issues, friends being assholes. One night it even came to it that I had a length of rope and a plan. but rather that go and find a tree I turned to some dependable friends.

It didn't get better quickly but it did get better. Now I'm married to the kind of girl I've always wanted and living in Montreal and about to start back at University all out of debt and happy.

I still think back to that day when I was at my lowest because I know if I can get through that I can get through anything. Just keep that in mind - you'll get through this and you can get through anything