I'm pretty sure you did blow the chance a couple of times that night.

Looking into each others eyes while holding hands etc, none of that needs an analysis. As I read it I was thinking "GO, fucking kiss her"

Along with all the talk about relationships & sex & stuff, guys with experience would own it.

You can't be too hard on yourself though. I've missed out out on dozens of guaranteed lays over the years through being more interested in drugs.

Don't keep thinking about it, it's over, it's done, it's gone.