So not quite a field report per se but something I thought I'd post. I'd noticed the other day that it had been exactly a year since I split up with my long term girlfriend (of around four years), it was a meagre relationship that we were still in mainly because of comfort, the thought occurred after pondering how quickly ones lifestyle and situation can change drastically in such a small time scale.

So anyway, I've been up here for about 6 months, and working in my current position to which at the moment I'm pretty integral (not trying to boast, it's just the company has me doing the job of about 4 people). And now I'm finding that I've made friends, contacts and have had new experiences, and that a new opportunity has made itself available. It's yet to be confirmed, but I would be involved with going on tour with bands and whatnot, learning new shit and getting paid generously, I'd be stupid not to take it up right?

But the usual fear of change is kicking in, what if this, what if that, I mean I know that I should be willing to take risks and what not, but still. And it would require me devoting a lot of my time towards it, in that I'd have fuck all of a social life for about 3 months, which would seriously hurt my ability to go out and practice socialising, something I've grown pretty fond of doing lately.