Went out to Improv last night, felt spaced out and tired, the samurai game was crazy - made me all giddy like a girl.

Latch and Dice came out after too meet Jynx and D in 5th ave, from what i remember (not drunk i just have an awful memory haha) everybody was owning it, doing their thing.

I, on the other hand, sucked. I did awful which at one point made feel kinda depressed hahaha or melancholic should i say. So lame obviously because i was being cranky and all that but yeah i sucked super bad

I was speaking to girls and all that but ejecting every 2 seconds. D was literally throwing girls on to me but i couldnt do shit. Maybe go out with less expectations, bring a bit more of fun to the interactions I noticed i have pretty boring conversation/interactions.

Also a few girls were into me but i ejected, THATS how bad i was. Also need to start speaking to girls through out my day too; its key.