Fair call, I'll rephrase that I can't believe that I'm weak and pathetic enough to have allowed this to happen. The real question is am I actually going to do anything about it, actually no it's really how long is it going to take me to do something about it. I wish I could answer this. Maybe I am a cunt, just not a total cunt.

Take it easy guys, I might check back in once I grow a pair.