Id bin her.

I had the EARTH SHATTERING thing happen to me that K meant.

Never again will i become that needy person, id rather die of aids.

if i started to feel like that, id just end it. coz when it happened to me, the pain has gone, but the sheer shame i felt hasn't, and will never ever leave me! FML i was pathetic & that will never ever happen to me again.

coz im a man. Get rid, and get some self control