Now, i'm about to start these field reports again. The last four weeks, i've improved. My main sticking points as i've discovered was closing and chilling. These field reports will be a little crap, just highlighting the main interactions.

Thurs 26th July:
Was out in 5th, solo, with the main goal of closing and opening sets. To be brief, I would open, then attempt to K-Close earlier than I felt, then when I get blown out, open the set right by the blow out set. I wanted to d-sensitise myself and I had only 2 hours in the club. Got blown out, abused, all kind of shit, good!!!! Thats what I wanted, after that night, will not be afraid to close again!

Friday 27th July:
Out solo, my general state, ok. Did open, but I felt I was too dancing monkey in set, have yet to realise that I needed to chill out more than I usually do. Went on to dance floor. Saw a cute blond HB7, giving me eyecontact. Reach out so we dance hand in hand. Pulled her in, I was chilled the whole time. We made out, then I pulled her from the dance floor to the bar. I chatted to her, but I was too wooden, not chilled out enough. I made out with her some more, but her mates drag her away. Then fairly flakey sets all night.

Saturday 28th July:
Was out with my two best mates, Swype and Tricks (both PUAs). Awful night. I felt they were getting all the attention from girls, and I was on the sidelines! I confronted my mates about it and they told me to shut the fuck up and man up. Get involved! If my target strays, clearly I haven't done my job! Told me I'd better get my act together for Wednesday, as its my mates fiance's birthday and we're at birdcage!

Monday 30th July
Met Harryhardcastle (kev) and Steve from this forum. Went to 5th. I was in very high spirits, but a bit pressured because I knew I had to go home early. Opening sets went well. One girl HB6, accused me of being gay, I said "yeh course I am", then she said "not attracted to you then", I just smirked, and stuck my finger up at her (jokingly), saw her later on and madeout with, but no number. I think my trigger finger is getting better!

Weds 1st August
My mates tell me I need to up my game and man the fuck up. I start the night thinking "I won't try to be good, i'm the fucking best!". My mates also tell me to chill the fuck out. My mantra was "slow slow, there is no reason why I am not enough"coutesy of Alex RSD.
At the birdcage, alot of gaming was done in the smoking area. I wanted to approach this fit hb8.5, in a non creepy way, so I kind of pivot off these guys infront of her. Then she moves, so I carry on chatting. Then she comes back, so I make eye contact. She comes to me and says hi. Now, she is a little drunk, but its birdcage! Her mate comes up to me and tells me, "try to sober her up!" So I grab both her hands, calmly, saying softly to her "how you doing?",the I tell her in a slow voice, with sexual eye contact "think of the best feeling you ever felt", she smiles, then we make out I get her number, and she says she's leaving, but told me to text her in the morning. It was funny, on this night, I was getting masses of attention of girls, smiles, bum pinches, was amazing! I then bump into this actress chick, hb8.5. I know she's into me, but I chill my self right down, and do things slower than I would normally do. The interaction went amazingly, but then she walked off to speak to a friend. My mates were standing by and suggested I chill with them for a bit. I then in the corner of my eye see the first girl I made out with talking to another guy, but this does not bother me. Then my mates told me to go say goodbye to hbactress. So I go up to her and say "we're going in", but then I felt she wanted to be more intimate, so I made out with her. She used a bit too much tongue action, but never mind. I then took her number down and went back in to the club. Half our later she rings me and texts me (couldn't hear her ) I meet her again in the smoking area, sit down next to her and chill. She seems very comfortable with me. We talk about sex, a conversation she initiated. Screened for SNL logistics, however not tonight. The only mistake I made is when I got back inside, I tried to K-close her again infront of her friends. Hopefully she's forgiven me for that. Try to arrange a date, flake or no flake?

In all, the best night yet, since I broke up with my ex. I learned the more I slow down, the better my interactions become. Will be posting more. I think I've turned a corner this night, nearly at the level I was at two years ago. Especially with the help of my two best buddies, who I did upset, by accusing them of stealing sets. I did man up, so I apologise profusely!