Saturday 19th May 2012

This night I went out thinking of Manchester but missed one of the last trains and felt that getting there at the very last train/later trains would have made me miss out on too much of the night to get my money's worth.

So I went into Bolton with a few friends and didn't approach. This is a recurring problem/issue to deal with. Approaching with friends.

I feel too on show. By myself or with a wing i feel like "Oh this is okay as right now Im alone and if i speak to this girl I would be doing what my purpose is" knowing my wing is fully non-judgemental.

NOW Im not saying my friends would judge but I feel that with non-pua people its more pressure. Like they wouldn't say "Oh cool dude you had a go" they'd think "Why did it go bad? How did you not get with her?" If you get me.

Although I know my friends are cool and wouldn't actually think that. My issues I guess!

Also I went out last night again with friends into Manchester for a Bday. So I set myself a small goal. 5 opens and nothing had to come of them. Just literally open, not even go any further.

I did 4 and 1 girl opened me too on my kerrraazzzyyyy shirt (although it wasn't peacocking!!), this doesn't count the one or two girls I spoke to but didnt actually turn to look at me and I just turned away. Why am I so anxious about casual socialising? My opener is simply "hey hows it going/how's your night going/what are you celebrating?".

Anyway, next night out is wednesday

Wednesday - turn up
Thursday - solo and approach
Friday - wings, hopefully they will help push me to open girls in groups around the club properly and do ONE GENUINE APPROACH "hey i wanted to meet you "


Also, to help with my opening asap, I might do a week where I go out with the sole goal of to open as soon as I enter the club alone.


Good night!