On another side note: honesty is definitly the best policy.

I was a bastard the past 5 days sort of ignoring her and texting the lads like ' im back in the game boys woo hoo!' immature shit like that. Even posting on here asking advice when i should have been talking to her about my issues. She said thats been the worst of it - the way i've treated her the past 5 days.

So i've learned a valuable lesson here - be more grown up and communicate with your lady.

peace,

kowalski