Originally Posted by traptinrome

She is HB9, she is very young and she is my student... She's 18-19. I repeat before I continue that I am PERMITTED to socialise with students.

I met her in january of this year, I've dated numerous others in that time and not had any interest in anything more with any of them.



I go on facebook later that evening and she's written a message to another girls student that I know quite well (translated into English):

"you HAVE TO see the new english teacher"
"is he hot?"
"mamma mia! (yes she really said it), he's from new york, classic american. handsome handsome"
"oh damn why wasn't I there... we'll share him!"

etc etc etc

My throat tightened. I feel humiliated. I fell like I've just lost a huge chunk of territory. It really hurt. This is the weird part. Because nothing has bothered me for a long time now, except my ex. She looked at me like she adored me every time I walked into the room. Now I'm old news

I'd never tell her, but she'll never know how much that hurt. For the first time since I left club AFC in 2008, I feel like a chump, like one of those times when you leave a school disco after witnessing one of the dudes putting his tongue down the throat of your school crush.

Damn.