Your not the only one trust me.Im stuck in a poxy back water town with no wings readily available at mo.So unless i travel im solo 2!!
Its fairly rough as just starting out, solo or wid chode m8s im getting blown out all the time.
Like u most of my friends are chodes.Im either trying to hook up with a natural or 2 to go out with (less chance of getting my state lowered) or hooking one of my chode m8s into sarging (struggling to decide which one might be the most ideal).
The plus like captain said tho tougher you learn more quicker right!!