So I had been 'on a roll' as it were... until tonight. I have recently started a new job and have been enjoying success in my new job with the ladies to put it short I have fucked 2 of them.

Anyway a new girl joined last week, nothing mega a HB7 but I soon jumped on the flirt waggon and nature took its cause... we were soon giving each-other subtle sexual hints etc. So I left her my number last week and tonight the work guys suggested we all go out for a night out and we both said we were going.

She texted me asking to come out for a few drinks together before everyone else met up. I didnt notice her text so 20 mins later she rang me I answered and agreed to meet up. She was definitely interested theirs no doubt in my mind about that...

Anyway for some reason I got their and was just nervous as fuck not sure why I haven't experienced this for months thought I was over this. I Kinda had that same feeling I used to get when approaching girls when I was knew to it. It was odd, their was nothing that special about the girl I've got a regular shag from a girl who's better looking funnier and more interesting than her but for some reason I just had nothing to say, I felt really awkward and couldn't make conversation for shit...

one of the chode workers ended up winding up with her and took her back to his I would be lying if I said I wasn't ashamed of myself. Kinda thought I had all this anxiety handled but it came back to haunt me tonight, any of you more experienced guys had this before?? Was probably just a one off bad night, wasnt really in the going out mood I guess but fancied shagging the new girl... guess I fucked that one up lol.