Personally i found the Blueprint to be very useful,especially the first few hours (i did get a bit lost in later parts tho).However ive only finished a couple of days ago and i downloaded it a month ago so no hurries.Something ive done recently and may help you,as you seem to believe that you can only get hb5`s is having a look at your beliefs!! Get a pen and paper and write down everything you believe about yourself,then question them all subjectively in turn.I was astounded how much crap id been believing about myself all these years ie my hair colour turns girls off,im to skinny, i need to buy women stuff for them to like me etc most of it was utter crap.Until its there in front of you in black and white,you will continue to live by some of these wrong beliefs and not even realise it.