Thanks for the advice both of you.I did have fun through the day and maybe cos we were back at hers my agenda changed to banging rather than fun hence the failure.Yeh i do think the kino kinda dropped off also this could also of been a factor.I do admit its been a few months since ive had some,so i am finding it a lil hard not to be outcome dependant,i keep thinking if i got some id loosen up and itd be easier to get more.I also need to try and keep it in the moment more i think cos i do keep wandering of in my head.
It did feel like i fell at the last hurdle earlier today.But im not going to beat myself up about it.Id just prefer it not to happen to often thats all.Anyways on to the next one