Hmmm,

With one of my exs, I hated it when she went out. I hated the thought of her chatting and flirting with other guys - I hated the thought of her going out and me not knowing what is happening. I hated the thought of her texting other guys.

These feelings would make me into a needy jealous chodey dickhead constantly texting her and ALWAYS WORRYING.

Then I got with my ex, turned quite cold and didn't really give a shit about anything.. But hence I wasn't that in to her, and it ended.

I don't wana get with a girl I really like, only for me to turn into that jealous dickhead.

I don't know why I have these trust issues. My first love cheated on me. But I cheated on her too.

My dad cheated on my mum when I was a kid.

I just want to be able to trust women, but every woman has broke my trust.