Originally Posted by kowalski

I'm judging all this based on the limits of what it is to be human. Like when Jay was saying that he never judges on appearance and the discussion lead to an understanding that he does, everyone does, we can't not.

Well there are other things we can't not be, animal things. He is an animal too, none of us are above that. We sweat and shit and bleed and cry and die and anyone who seems like they have got it in control is repressing a lot of stuff. I don't think the ultimate human is blankly logical and emotionally stable (that makes me feel queasy), the ultimate human is animal too.

I don't know that he is different at home. Maybe, as I said before, he has bought into it now so much he thinks that is who he is, or maybe he just keeps up the act all the time. Who knows. He isn't who we see though, because no one is that. No one can be that, because it is not human, and anyone who is acting that is doing it for a reason and there is something else, real, trapped inside that reason.


Peace,

kowalski