Originally Posted by whistleblower

Never had a nano-second of enlightenment.

I sometimes on the other hand (this is gonna sound weird and whenever I try to explain it to someone they dont get it so I just leave it) feel for a very short time that I am disconnected from myself, as if I am looking through my eyes from the view point of someone unfamiliar with who I am. Actually it has not happened for ages but it always used to scare me.