Very honest stuff here.

You've understand and that's what seperates you from the AFC, as you've said your journey is just beginning, kinda feels like two steps back one step forward doesn't it. Its crap, I know.

Don't worry about fucking up sets up I do it all the time and will continue to do it and I wonder sometimes why the fuck I hit a club stone cold sober when everyone is getting pissed, then I take a HB10 from her drunk boyfriend and take her to my mates party, while i'm getting pissed my mates spend all night drooling.

Thats why we do it

Respect man, with your determination you'll be amazingly.