I appreciate your comments but I know when I'm in state and when I'm not. I guess maybe a better way of putting it would be that I became nervous because I was sat there for a few minutes in a quiet atmosphere.

Kowalski, totally agree. But she doesn't drink so no chance. I'd tried that suggestion first.

Nova, again agree. I know it's me that is holding me back. I just find kino easier when I'm firing on all cylinders.

Maxemillion. I do sarge just wanted to mix things up a little. Don't agree about them all being damaged goods though. I've met some pretty cool people that I would say are definitely normal (whatever that means).

Thanks for your comments guys. As usual really useful.

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