Friday 15 Oct

No approaches, as I am on a break for a bit (see previous post).

Went on a date with Polski (99). Just went for a couple of drinks. We went 50:50 on purchasing. Unfortunately she had to be up for work the next day, so she couldn't stay out late. Logistics made it hard to kiss her (table in the way) of us. After drinks took her to see Tower Bridge. Thought it would be good to go for a kiss close there. We got there. I thought about it and then it suddenly dawned on me that my teeth were chattering, I was freezing and this a really really unsexy situation! Thought again at tube, but just didn't feel it.

She sent me this text later on that night "I've just came was nice to meet u Snake Eyes! Good night....x" . Either this was just poor English or a very cruel text telling me she had just been fucking someone else haha!!

Sat 16 Oct - Tues 19 Oct

No approaches! I did run over 30 miles which I was quite pleased about!!

Wednesday 20 October

Westfield shopping centre. Targets were not good! Only fitties were hired guns!

108) Shop Girl. Asked if she got reception in here. Meeting my friend etc and can't get through rolled into story about my friend I was meeting. She seemed too young so I ejected.

109) Soap girl on a break. Phone opener. Fit, was going ok, but then she tried to sell me soap. Was nice getting her to rub lotion on my hands I suppose. I told her I wasn't going to buy her soap, teased her more and then left to meet my wing.

110) Random walking girl: Wedding present opener. She was married, but we had a fun flirty chat.

111) Mum and daughter. Directional/wedding present opener combined. Felt weird her Mum was there, so left.

112) Another stall girl. Asked about area (was meeting Polski soon and wanted to know what it was like). She was really cold with me and eventually told me to ask someone else. Made my blood boil! Was very angry she was so rude. Does she not know how much work I'm putting into this haha.

113) Stall girl just hi I think. Went well, was the only approach of the night that I felt hook, just not fit enough!

114) Massage Girls hi. Fun but nothing! Wish we had talked to their friends - they were much fitter!

I then met with Polski. We had another 'nice' date. She is a vet which I find interesting, but she is a bit too goody two shoes I fear.

Again no kiss close! WTF Snake Eyes!! Again table logistics fucked us! After we left I did at least try this time, but she told me to wait until Saturday (I am going to her B'Day). I do want to see this girl naked as I reakon she has a sexy toned body under there, but it could be a lot of work for crap sex. She dresses bad too!

Thursday 21 October

No approaches. Ran 10 miles and listened to Motley Crue. I just finished there biography 'The Dirt' by our old friend Neil Strauss. Fucking awesome book! Also quite good for mind set. I feel a bit like a rock start right now haha!

Friday 22 October and Saturday 23 October

These sort of roll into 1 as I didn't go to sleep

Met some wings, got AA for a bit (this is what happens when you don't go out!), then we went to Camden!

115) Bar. Directional. Was going ok. She said she works in television and I said, 'cool do you work at Currys or something then?'. Worked a treat, she was hitting me and stuff, but then a guy she was with said 'nice line'. Shouldn't of freaked me out, but it did. I became paranoid he knew what I was up to. In the end her friend dragged her aware, despite enjoying herself.

LESSON LEARNT: Engage and disarm the obstacles!! I should have chatted to the whole group more so they liked me and I wasn't another strange man trying to hit on their hot friend!

My wing asked if I wanted a drink. I said yes. Opps........

116) We went to Proud gallery in Camden. First set was some Spanish birds. 'Spanish' was my opener! Good chat, they went for a cigarette and never saw them again.

117) Girl approached me. She said I looked like someone she knew. Engaged the group. Chatted to her friend who I quite liked. Went ok, should have looked for her later!

More drink

118) 3 girls. Said something I can't remember. They liked me, but I think my wing may have messed up using routines/quizzes on them. Doesn't see to work too well in club type environment. They weren't that hot though, so think he did me a favor.

119) Getting kind of hazy now! Outside fat girl and her little fit sister. Went ok, but didn't hook (the cute one).

120) Some one else outside. She seemed to like me, but I was pissed and not finding her that fit which is always a bad sign, so I took some cigarettes off her and then ejected!

Drunker!

121) Hot German girl. Lost her. Grrrr!

122) Some girl near dance floor! She asked how our 'mingling' was going! Oh oh she knows what we're doing!

123) Frosty Turks! The only girls who were cold to me all evening! I was opening good, just not hooking anyone really! Is difficult in a club environment when your full of beer I guess!

Drunkest!!

124) Some Swedish girl. Remember she was fit, but I was in drunken butterfly mode now and flew off some where else!

125) Some ugos. They were amused by me.

Whilst all this was going on I had been texting a girl I slept with a few months back who recently returned to London (she has been travelling the world). I have been talking to her off and on for the last couple of weeks and knew she was keen to meet. I called her and went to Old Street to meet her....

126) Bus stop talked to 2 girls, as well as a lot of others on the bus. We were debating what was better - Friday or Saturday nights. Could be a good opener, people seem to like talking about it.

Met travelling girl, who was with 2 friends. We went back to her friends house and the bingeing continued! Bring out the cocaine!! Shouldn't really have been doing this a week before a very important race, but it was fun! At 8 in the morning we eventually went to bed (or sofa for us), but she wouldn't fuck me due to logistics (thought someone would come in - which was a fair point given we were in the living room of a 4 person house). I booked a taxi back to ours and in our drugged up state we were off to Snake Eyes Ville!

We got back to mine, but she continued to LMR me! It took 3 days to fuck her last time, but I didn't think she would be like this again. Eventually after lots of resistance she asks if she could have a shower! Sure...

She went into the ensuite and I sat there wondering if she wanted me to join her or not. Luckily coke means these thoughts don't last very long and I decided she did, so I went in there and barged in the shower, pressed her against the wall and started fingering and fucking her. I must admit I love showering with girls! Reminds me of Thailand (that holiday would be a thread in its on own right though!!)

We crash out of the shower, not even bothering to dry ourselves and I throw her on the bed and enter her again. Eventually realise I should have a condom on (opps). The worst thing is the only reason I suggested a condom was because I felt I was going to cum too quick and didn't want to (it worked though)! Does worry me how my brain works when I'm fucked! We banged away for a long time and once again later after an hours kip.

I did two things here that are quite knew to me. I was quite rough with her through out as I remembered she liked that and I spent quite a bit of time choking her whilst I was still inside her (missionary - I go back to my knees and put my hands around her throat - a sexual move I now call the 'choke 'n' poke'). I'm still undecided if I like this or not. She went mental (in a good way) when I did it. I definitely found it dominant which is good, but it was also kind of weird. I also slapped her round the face at one point ('slap 'n' tap'??), which she didn't seem to like as much (hmm that doesn't actually sound too good, I'm not a woman beater or anything!! - it wasn't very hard for the record and it was in context!). I've had friends who have had really rough sex before and loved it! One friend of mine used to date a girl who used to thrive on been whacked around the face quite hard when he was fucking her. This may be quite personal, but what are people's experience of this? It could obviously go very wrong if you went to far!! I guess you need safety words or something?!

Also how do you guys go about asking for anal sex with a 1 night stand?

Whilst we're on the subject - how are you guys on dirty talk? I am crap and don't really know what to say except - 'do you like it?' 'Your wet aren't you?' 'Harder?' 'Yeah you like that don't you' 'it feels good inside you' amongst other things that aren't really that great!

I never made it to Polskis unfortunately as I had no money and only had about 1 hours sleep after all of the above. I hope this hasn't fucked things up for me there. Maybe it has actually helped, hmmm - will know soon enough I guess.

Sun 24 October

I ran 14 miles. No approaches