thanks mate yea the i was determined not to put her on a pedestal but she was actually very good the way she turned me around, she was saying about how guys are always all over her and her exs are like 34 (im 21 shes 18) and they're also fighters, and that there was at least 3 or so guys competing to get her so it all made things quite intimating for me..as being a fighter, having a good body etc is one of my key attributes its something unique to me and knowing that all the guys after her and her exs had the same things makes it alot more difficult especially when im not used to dates, sexual escalation..

was thinking of txting her today saying basically i should of kissed u but was just a bit nervous and wasnt myself? wat u think.. she could of taken the not kissing her as a rejection or that i was just too scared to.. which are not good qualities..