i kind of know the weird, albeit frustrating feeling....

what i find ffrustrating is, that you're using a strategy and giving urself a framework to work from, this is good i beleive. Structure and a bit of Discipline will help cshake off your AA, definately bring you out of your comfort zone!

However, i appreciate how frustrating it is, when you're doing your thing, but then another guy, just does absolutely nothing and seems to be successful 90% of the time....

frustrating, but dont let it get you down.

I find its a numbers game, you have to stick it out and bear the odd frustrating night or ten, before your plans come to fruition!

Then theres the payoff!

Best of Luck my Friend

Picard.