It reads like you used to be doing instead of being. Then you started just being. But now you are analysing just being so that you can repeat it thus transforming it back into doing. This will eventually lead to the same issues you were having previously when you were doing and not being. And it'll circle around like that.

I think you should stop at just being and thus be present in and adaptable to whatever the vibe is.


Peace,

kowalski