Aquilaruspante,

I'm only gonna respond to your response to my points as I don't like reading :P

Basically, I'd encourage at least a little daygame (and night if possible considering Covid) as it'll teach you to take any form of interaction with women less seriously.

For instance, you get a girl asking you about marriage on the first date. Rather than responding seriously, respond with some witty humourous thing for example (like "yeah sure but you're gonna have to earn the marriage rights first lol").

Find a wing in your area, and learn in person

Z