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Originally Posted by Dolphin786
Gosh, you’ve made some serious moves there buddy. Im not against drastic action when called for but its important to think it through, especially quiting uni to chase girls…?
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I know it sounds like I quit uni and everything I had been working towards to chase girls but I really haven't.
At first my motives for joining the community was to gain a fancy skill to show off to my friends, Now its to adopt a new life. New friends. New area. New career path. New me.
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Originally Posted by Mycroft
This is bound to be scary. But you can't have the life you want, the one most people are scared to live, unless you make the big changes.
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This is what Im looking towards. I wanna drop the old me, socially conditioned, worried what people think me, and just be myself.
I watched fight club again the other day, thought I might as well seen as tho Tyler references it repeatedly I thought it must have been better than my first opinions of the film. When I watched it and read into it deeply I could relate to that film on so many levels. Not literal levels because I already had a good social circle and girls in my life before getting involved in this, But on a more deep level and I feel like I've snapped out of this trance that everyone else is in... Like I feel like every action of my life previously was sorta me on auto pilot and that i didn't make decisions or think for myself if you get me. Pretty mad like but thats how it feels. Now I feel like I've got control but no direction if you get me.
Best way I can describe it literally is that I feel like before I was driving a car like a robot not making decisions but doing fine in the average life, and now Im driving a car for myself, learning first hand how to if you get me, as if I've never driven in this way before. I have no idea if anyone can relate to this but thats just the way it seems to feel. Maybe Im just seeing life from a totally different angle now lol.
Tbh I think I know deeply that Im gonna live some pretty crazy adventure filled life and be really successful in my own way. I think I have some serious potential and Im slowly working my way to unlocking it.
Much Love
Dave xX